and then the dream is bittersweet.
and you wake up sad and missing that person.
you smile with memories.
ache with memories.
and wonder what you can do different.
you've tried the, "I'm sorry, please talk to me" approach.
no use.
you've tried the wait it out until they talk to you approach.
no use.
this is me. where i am.
i say i'm over it and i'm not sad anymore.
and i am lying.
because, how do you ever get over your sister?
you don't.
i'm tempted to not hit "publish" because maybe this is too much to say in a blog post. but i'm so tired of worrying about what everyone else thinks of me. oh so tired of it. so. i'm publishing.
1 comment:
That's a very tough place to be. Just keep speaking to the Lord about it. Only He can change the heart. He is faithful to answer; It may not be in our desired timing but His timing is right. He may be working on her, or He may be working on you, OR it may be a combination of the two. (((Hugs and Prayers))) for you through this difficult time though.
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